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O ovary O flowery

2009-04-14T02:49:00.001-07:00

I am so ready to give birth
But i fear..
what you people will do to my placenta

*tersenyum sinis

THE CROWD

2009-01-17T06:30:00.000-08:00

Oh wow..it's been a while, isn't it?
I was busy staring at THE CROWD. and you know how much crowd could be very intimidating.
I was like swallowed into it. Mostly when it comes into a new year celebration.
Music, shouts, people, masquerade, or whatsoever...
And you're forgetting the essence of what new year really is.
Hmmmm *thinking

(meanwhile let's just go back to the crowd shall we?)
HAPPY NEW YEAR 2009 !!

Love,

Em

Time to Grow

2008-10-06T02:14:00.000-07:00

Welcome to the family by ~capturedlilac on deviant ART

Powell Davies said life is just a chance to grow a soul.

Welcome to our family Lintang!! Nice to know you new baby-born. I love you already!! Oooh I feel older now. But hey life is a succession of moments, right? So all I need is take more pictures to keep the moment and succeeded hee hee. Ok baby-born... get your chances and enjoy the universe soulfully !!

Love,

Aunty Gode

Color

2008-09-11T19:24:00.000-07:00

Don't let your character change color with the environment. Find out who you are and let it stay it's true color... although being so colorful is wayyy more interesting hahaha.

-love, Em-

(thanks to Brenda D. S. for being such a talented model. xoxo sist!)

Smoking Kills... creativity haha

2008-09-10T09:27:00.000-07:00

Photo by: Maria Tallarico. Model: Andini

Photo by: Maria Tallarico. Model: Leni Sasmitasari

TO STOP SMOKING IS THE EASIEST THING ON EARTH BECAUSE I HAVE DONE IT HUNDREDS TIMES. hahaha... Thanks to Andini and Leni Sasmitasari for being so helpful and cooperate when i took the pictures hehe. It was just a right moment!

I took the Highway to reach my goal

2008-09-10T09:06:00.000-07:00

Sundown at the Highway by ~capturedlilac on deviant ART

Hi i'm back!! Yes i know it's been a while. It's been crazy here. Working and school are just wayyy out of control. I have no idea where these things are going. It's like my priority is going nowhere. Working? School? Gahhhhh.. it's like i need money to pay my tuition but then the work needs time and the time beats school. I took this picture when i was passing by the highway. I was bemused by the shine of the sundown. So i pulled over and took the photo. It was dangerous i think but the beauty worth the danger. And then when i got home i got this quote by Elbert Hubbard. It says "Know what you want to do, hold the thought firmly, and do every day what should be done, and every sunset will see you that much nearer to your goal." :) I don't really get what it means but i know i am much nearer to my goal !!

Happy agony

2008-06-25T00:48:00.000-07:00

Being sad is a happy agony. And you'll feel no one is actually there to listen. You're walking around at the same haze. You're figuring out what you can believe and cannot believe. And by the end of the day you believe neither what you can believe nor you cannot believe. *sighs

Dear oh dear there's a light in every end of dark tunnels, let's just hope it's not a train :)

(thanks to Brenda D.S for being my model. You're such a talented girl)

turning my back on the past by ~capturedlilac on deviant ART

Looking for HOME

2008-06-04T04:38:00.000-07:00

I was walking down the street near the beach when i was out of town. it was a humble city. I love it. I almost feel like i'm home.. and then this question came up my mind. where is actually HOME. what is HOME anyway. i never feel like i'm home whenever i'm home. if a friend ask "going home maria?" i'll answer, "yes it's getting late i got to go home". But it's not really HOME, it's always empty. as i walked down the street i passed through this signs near the beach.. it didn't mean showing me where actually HOME is but it reminds me...God never leaves us empty.
and the real HOME is up there..which you can find in your every heart. cheers! Have a great day! God bless you!

Home? up there honey. by ~capturedlilac on deviant ART

Chelsea

2008-04-17T01:12:00.000-07:00

My little cousin, Chelsea, she's four now. We love her. She's the angel of the family. She's the smile even for the gloomiest day... everytime i look into her eyes, i say a little prayer. She's a perfect example of minority rule is a baby in the house. hahaha. But then she made me realize that babies are such a sweet and nice way to start people.

feel the love by ~capturedlilac on deviant ART

Gloomy night

2008-04-17T00:34:00.000-07:00

It was raining and i was crossing the highway. I took this picture through the bridge. And a slight thought came up...Darkness cannot drive out darkness; only light can do that. Hate cannot drive out hate; only love can do that.

vivid street by ~capturedlilac on deviant ART

Jakarta...oh Jakarta

2008-03-31T22:48:00.000-07:00

it's just... when you do everything with all your heart. And passion. You will find beauty in in every where you are. i took this picture when i was walking down the street with my nikon. it was jammed-packed, the light was gloomy and i could see the polluted sky and all. it was sad but beautiful in a way.

jakarta 6 pm by ~capturedlilac on deviant ART